my stress is somehow making me extremely uninspired. i would imagine that it would have the opposite effect on me because art tends to be my escape, but for some reason ths just isn't doing it for me; (no worries, i'm not getting into drugs or drinking
or anything like that, haha).

being in college and high school simultaneously just seems to be taking it's toll on me. i'm trying to get myself together right now because in order to get out of here, i'm going to need to work really hard.

so, that's just my little update on life for now.

ps: ideas i've mentioned have been written down, so hopefully, i won't be forgetting anything. :]